What if...??

What if I turn the clock back to the time when I was a kid...will there still be swings to swing on in the half empty playgrounds, will there still be slides on which we used to climb up more than slide down, will there still be my mom dad's arms waiting to hold me in their arms all the time...??

What if I turn the clock back to the time when I was a school kid... will there still be friends fighting for their own tiffin boxes, will there still be kids complaining to teachers for the little stupidities I did, will there still be me, who always was cursing to wear the uniform daily and hated going to the PT classes for so-called exercises...??

What if I turn the clock back to the time when I was in my high school, will there still be that hatred for going in a girls' school, will there still be those physics classes which I used to hate the most or those bio classes for which others used to hate me the most,will there still be those library classes from where I actually initiated one of the best interests of my life - reading...??

What if I turn the clock back to the time when I was in graduation college, will there still be those programming classes which taught us everything except programming, will there still be that bridge which made me meet some of the most important people in my life today, will there still be those garden meetings which brought all of us together for lifetime...??

What if I turn the clock back to the time when I entered my post-graduation college, will I ever meet the craziest bunch of people who are there in my life right now, will I ever have the most beautiful late-night conversations on the hostel stairs again, will I ever get the amazing bunch of memories I hold right now of the two years spent at the college, away from the home, for the first time...??

What if I just turn the clock back to any point of time...will I ever get to live my life again as beautifully as I have done this time...???

What if...??